More than conquerors
Today marked the worst day of life.. Since 2016 started. Why worst? Because at the start of the day, my temper was tested, my anger bursted out, the me i am molding to be a better person for so long was just pushed to the limits.
I've been a not-so-good human being few years back. Someone with the undeniably annoying attitude. I was a fighter back then, bad mouthed, easy to flared up, ill tempered and sometimes havr no respect for authority. Before i am someone you would'nt dreamed to be a friend, sister or a daughter. And some of those who knew me wished i was never known. That was before. I recognized the problem and started to make ammendments. I prayed hard for temper, kind words (if not kind enough, atleast not cursing). It was never easy. That when i thought i have conquered it all, i will be tested again and you know, will fail again. Those were repetitions of failure.. But i never gave up. Until today.
According to Romans 8:37 "No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us"
This verse gave me hope that i can be a conqueror too. But not if i depend on my own strengths. It is only through Him that i can overcome this weakness.
Now i have come to the conclussion of not depending on persons, relationships and even to yourself, because we are just mere human beings who can fall short, who can hurt others. But God is all powerful can heal broken hearts, can mend broken souls and can lift engraved spirits. I have strong hope that till my last breath i still have a chance of making a better version of myself. In due time, the Lord can make me a conqueror.
I've been a not-so-good human being few years back. Someone with the undeniably annoying attitude. I was a fighter back then, bad mouthed, easy to flared up, ill tempered and sometimes havr no respect for authority. Before i am someone you would'nt dreamed to be a friend, sister or a daughter. And some of those who knew me wished i was never known. That was before. I recognized the problem and started to make ammendments. I prayed hard for temper, kind words (if not kind enough, atleast not cursing). It was never easy. That when i thought i have conquered it all, i will be tested again and you know, will fail again. Those were repetitions of failure.. But i never gave up. Until today.
According to Romans 8:37 "No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us"
This verse gave me hope that i can be a conqueror too. But not if i depend on my own strengths. It is only through Him that i can overcome this weakness.
Now i have come to the conclussion of not depending on persons, relationships and even to yourself, because we are just mere human beings who can fall short, who can hurt others. But God is all powerful can heal broken hearts, can mend broken souls and can lift engraved spirits. I have strong hope that till my last breath i still have a chance of making a better version of myself. In due time, the Lord can make me a conqueror.
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